I thought I had written some of this down last year at this time but I looked back and apparently I didn’t. It was interesting to look back on my posts though from a year ago and I really need to post more often so a year from now I still have something to look back on and know what was going on during this time in my life. Right now I want to get down some of the things that I remember from 5 years ago today. Some of them I’m sure I will never forget.
I remember driving to work (which was about a 20 minute drive at the time) and hearing them talk about the first plane hitting the world trade center. There was no music or the normal chit chat by the dj’s and no commercials. I remember it wasn’t an organized report but more like they were watching it unfold themselves and reporting what they were seeing. I remember they sounded completely in shock as they announced that a second plane had hit the other world trade center building. It seemed as though they were trying to make any sense of it as they were reporting and coming to the realization themselves right there on live radio that these could not have been an accident. I remember getting to the office and they had already heard the news from one of my co-workers wives. Another co-worker picked up a small television from her mom’s and brought it in and we were glued to the television watching as they announced the news of the Pentagon and then seeing the towers fall one after the other.
I remember going to my mom & dad’s that night after work and seeing all my sisters and brother and feeling almost guilty that I was able to hug my family and know they were all safe.
I was glued to the television that night (and really any time I was home for the next weeks and months) watching 24 hour news stations. I remember watching the Presidents address to the nation. I remember seeing video tape of him being informed of the first plane hitting the world trade center. I can picture the look on his face to this day.
I’m not sure if it was the next day or a few days later but I remember seeing American flags everywhere. I got two American flag stickers that are still in the windows of my car. Almost every car you passed had some sort of flag whether it was a sticker in the window or even small flying flags. There was a major construction project on my way to work that had at least 3 or 4 large cranes on site and within a few days each crane had an American flag at the very top and they kept them up so long that I remember they actually replaced some of them with new ones after they’d started looking faded and tattered.
A coworker (who is now my boss) and I decided within a week that we had to go to New York City. We bought plane tickets and planned our trip for just one month after the attacks. I will never forget how one month later there was still a strong smouldering smell in the air. People we talked to down there mentioned the next day that it was just starting to clear up. There was still grey ash covering many of the bushes and plants in lower Manhattan. Still walls of photos of people who were missing from the towers. I remember seeing firetrucks with flags draped across them driving towards ground zero. They seemed to go by so slowly, almost in slow motion. I also remember seeing groups of men in military uniform carrying large guns walking through the streets near ground zero. I had never been to New York but I was sure these were things we wouldn’t have seen a month earlier and probably not a year later. I would love to go back when New York City is it’s usual city but I’m so glad that we took the time to go that first month after 9/11.
Another thing I remember about 5 years ago is listening to a CD that I’d made of songs that particularly touched me at the time. I uploaded many of them to my ipod on the blog here. I also included a few newer songs that have come out since. The months after 9/11 I listened to this CD non-stop and since then I listen to it every year on the anniversary of 9/11. It’s my way of not forgetting.







